I often channeled that loving oneself is the root of feeling and experiencing love in our lives. But many times, during private sessions, I was asked, “How can I love myself?”

I explored this question deeply and even brought it to the higher dimensional beings. I wondered: is it about loving the ego? And if so, how would that even be possible?

I broke it down, reflecting on the ancient teachings of the great masters, who say there is no individual self, and then I found myself confused. If there is no fixed "self," then who is there to love?

This led me to a place of confusion and distress around the very concept of what I call “myself.” I realized that not only did I not love myself, but I couldn’t even be myself.

Almost automatically, I was always playing a role: the good teacher, the mentor, the healer, the mother... Each day, each moment, I was jumping into the shoes that represented some version of a role.

Then one day, I just couldn’t do it anymore. It felt exhausting as if not being myself required a constant effort.

I looked within and uncovered the core belief underneath it all: “If I am truly myself, no one will love me.”

That realization brought me deep into the darkest, wildest places of my inner landscape. And there, I discovered something powerful: “myself” is not a fixed thing. It is always changing. There is no rigid identity to cling to. And it is painful to resist that change and impose a role upon something so fluid.

So I let go of the roles.

I learned that when I am simply myself, I naturally attract others who resonate with my true vibration. There is always a vibrational match. My creations become pure and well-rooted in my being.

I also understood that loving myself means flowing with the feelings of the present moment: my anger, my frustration, my grace, just like a river that isn’t upset by the stones it encounters. Whether the stones are large or small, colorful or dull, the river flows onward, effortlessly.

Loving myself means no longer creating inner conflict. It means recognizing where I criticize myself, and where that voice truly comes from. I learned how to shift that energy and create more ease around whatever arises.

No, I did not become perfect. Not a great teacher. Not a great healer.

But I became myself.

A never-ending canvas that can hold all colors, all pictures, all qualities and yet is none of them.

This month's class is all about "I Love Myself": a 3-day activation offered by higher dimensional beings such as the Arcturians, Sirians, Pleiadians, and the Ascended Masters. Together, we will explore what it truly means to love oneself and how to anchor that love from within, so that life becomes filled with self-acceptance rather than self-criticism.

We will also gently heal parental trauma and ancestral pain related to the deep belief: “I cannot be myself.” and and shift together any old conditioning which is not aligned with loving oneself.

The class is offered live and also available as a recording. August 3rd–5th at 6 p.m. UK time (one hour each day).A track with positive affirmations designed to shift your perception toward self-love will be included in the course. Everyone is warmly welcome to join!